It is not Rob’s business...

Hi ladies,
lovely post JAG, you are so ahead of it all, well done!
Hey Debbo, missed you but read your last post, ta muchly.
look, am going to be working really hard to get Rob to come help out with my Music and Arts Youth Centre i was talking about…will see what we can do to get to him…past all the usual suspects of the RobMob, eh? trying to protect the boy, all good, of course, but stops genuine people getting through too…
have one more day here and then i am off home.
want to say thanks for everything to everyone here.
learnt to write PORN here!!
still, i am not ashamed of it. nothing wrong with imagination, only words.
did not go to see what that Ted person was talking about but don’t need to. it is only words.
was thinking about all that angsty conversations lately on the posts about sometimes feeling bad about sexRobjectifying our fave man….
well, i have been thinking….
it is not the sun’s business that it shines, is it?
if the sun is shining in the sky all bright and hot and white and dazzling like that?
is it any of its business if people here use it for growing food? or killing their skin cells? or making solar engergy? or just enjoying the warmth and the cheer it brings in the middle of winter?
just like the sun was shining this morning…you know, just doing its sunshiny thing…
nothing i choose to do in the sunshine or sunlight will affect it one iota.
won’t change its energy or its radiance or its heat…
cannot increase anything or add to it
nor reduce anything or take from it…
so, i reckon Robert is a bit like that.

i reckon what i do or feel or write or dream about his person or his body or his voice or his talents… i am taking nothing away with my obsession…i don’t harm him. my words cannot possibly affect him.
heck, he doesn’t even know i exist!
but it is not about Rob.
it has only ever been about me. about you. each one of us.
Debbo is right, love is love.
love is never wrong.
only love will save us.

so, it is not Rob’s business that we are so in love or in lust or in awe of him…more so the pity…but there is the truth right there.
verse or prose, the truth is indisputable.

so Rob, i really love you. think that you are such a spectacular phenomenon of a man. i love you and am just a little bit obsessed.
and there is nothng you can do about it.
love you all,
ciao bella


(wrote this response on July 29, 2009, while taking leave of my Robsisters and contemplating on the nature of our obsession and love for the young fella.)
at 6:46 am