The long goodbye

Dear Robert,
Finally, i am starting the long goodbye
On the wings of a prayer and tail of a sigh
Irrevocably, you are now committed to her
And there is nothing so perfectly better....
Just to see your beaming face
Your progression to that happy place
Where Love is ruling your world
And Life revolves round that girl
Knowing that you feel loved and cherished
That you now experience all that i wished
My passion for you is quite spent
Waiting excitedly for your main event
How wonderful i feel to be able to finally see
Your beloved self delighting in besotted company
Here's to your unfolding and awesome life
Here's to your talented and future wife
Thanks for my basket of sweet memories
That you have inspired before this apt release
May your long life be full of joy
My beautiful and promising boy
My work is completed and my will is done
Make your future a miraculous one!
Signing off with warmest regards and thankfulness
From one who still loves you not one jot less...

Rob-oxytocin overdose

Rob-oxytocin overdose is no laughing matter -
I have been hooked and not getting any better
I have chosen to go on to this altered high
I am living dangerously and don't care if I die!

Every line of his face is etched deep onto my mind
So I will see him even if my eyes might blind
Every fibre of his voice resonates in my memory
So I will hear him even if ears desert me

I adore and love my unforgiving pusher
Peddling his Rob-oxytocin with unstinting fervour
I am not alone and, as every Rob-lover knows:
There is no cure for Rob-oxytocin overdose!

My dear Robert,
I heard your heart breaking so very far away;
I heard dark betrayals sucked your bright love away!
And though i ache and grieve across the distances with you,
i hope you know that, eventually, this will pass too...


To love someone completely is always a risk we take;
To trust them unconditionally is the leap we make;
But no one learns who will make no mistake,
And a wounded heart can mend as sure as it can break...


Take the time to weep, to rue and to rage;
Fill and black it in but remember to turn the page;
For this is but one leaf in your book of many more,
Surrender your loss and surge to the brighter shore!

For there is that horizon above which the sun will rise;
Anticipate it with healing heart and faithful eyes;
You who are loved so lavishly and well by so many,
Regroup, regain and return to Life's awful assymetry!

Though it's still winter in my country New Zealand down under...
I see the sun up in the sky radiating post-shower!
I eagerly look forward to the coming spring and then summer -
For I hear you will be in Ozzie to film "The Rover"!

Yes, I am selfish and I am all about me,
I cannot wait, and nor can you, You'll see!!

Lost and found my Rob-mojo

Six months since i last posted here:
i could be losing my Rob-mojo, i fear!
but then, just one glance at his awe-full face
tells me that i have never left this place:
this place where i can dream and hide,
share all the glowing ways i feel inside,
watching Him keeps me full of breath,
loving Him keeps me safe from death!
for what is this life if full of dread
if we opt for mediocrity and safe instead,
and not strain far beyond our wildest fantasies
to go where what can be and not just what is?
His life weaves a golden thread through mine -
subtle yet strong, resolute yet fine; n
ot giving or breaking or changing either,
but growing and flourishing and unfolding together!

Happy New Year!

"Happy New Year" to all you Rob-lovers
Robert Pattinson cyber-surfers, posters and sisters
May all your dreams be ever moist and wet
Catching Robert in the ethereal net!

What a wonderfully Rob-fulfilling year this has been!
and next year's pasture promises to be as rich and as green
"Bel Ami" and "Cosmopolis" beckoning close and tantalisingly
Cannot wait to see the unfolding development of our dear Robbie...

Robert, I wish for you the very best
Scoop up the cream and leave the rest
Grab your bright moments in the rising sun
Save them in your heart when the day is done

For all the wondrous joy that you have afforded me
I wish that you reap what you sow so abundantly
I wish you be held deep within Love's embrace
And 2012 finds you blessed with happiness, health and grace!

Rob-blessings

Many are the days and many the ways
That He has occupied my heart and mind,
Though my passion for Him remains and stays
The intense covetousness is now left behind –
Wishing for Him every joy and happiness
With whomever He chooses for the role;
Wanting only to feel the warming gladness
Overfilling both of my eyes and all of my soul…

For they are both so beautiful and young,
And their reciprocal delight is palpable,
Only blessing words will now trip off my tongue
For my Rob; my muse; my most willing, ready and able!

(posted NZT 28th September 2011 in official recognition of Robsten...)

Farewell to JAG...

Just dropped in to catch up with the news
and this latest lot sure gave me the blues...
i just had to express my hugest appreciation
for fuelling and nurturing my Rob-admiration
offering me a safe and welcoming opportunity
to indulge in Robverses and Pattinpoetry
to share with other amazing succulent women
our common love and enjoyment of Mr Robert Pattinson...
i also wish to salute and commend your leadership
modelling the way to dig in and also the way to flip
nothing lasts or goes on forever
all things move and make space for another
so glad you got to meet him in person
so glad you hung on to your own resolve in turn
to watch the object of your passion and lust
freely be in his own space and earning your respect and trust
JAG, others before me have said the words i mean to
so many special qualities atttributed very justly to you
but let me be abundantly and redundantly clear
you will be missed sorely, my Canadian dear!
Gods and goddesses bless your gorgeous life
may you always rise above all storms and strife
and may you never be sad, bereft or unhappy
and always have an angel watch over you faithfully
and i have neither grief nor regrets at this fond farewell
only more love and best wishes than my keyboard and heart can tell....
ciao bella! <3
(posted on RAoR in response to news that JAG will be closing blog down)