Thursday, April 29, 2010

Ramblings on 30th April

Every one day
Sans his face and smile and eyes
A raw gaping wound...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Ramblings on 28th April at 8.18 pm

Goodbye to summer
cold and damp my days and nights
but for his warm eyes...

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Missing big screen Rob...

Came here to take a breather
RL squashing me under its weather
Only to find
To ease my mind:

That you girls are still smokin’
And you girls are still pokin’
Around to find new kinds of pill
For the gaping Rob-mojo loss to fill...

Ah, the interminable loneliness
Ah, the unattainable loveliness
Of that darling angel gone too far
Just as easy to lasso a star

Sure hard to keep the mojo going
When he is definitely K-Stewing...

So to pine and so to sigh
Without the dream the dreamer will die...

And now is the winter of my discontent
No big screen Rob to ease my long torment
But bless my spanking New Moon DVD
Twilight, Bad Mother’s Handbook and How to Be:
I still get to snuggle late late at night
Loving small screen Rob with all my might!

Oh my sisters and listless blisters
Do not give in to your mojo twisters
Rage and regale against the mob
Stay in high fidelity to our Rob!

Miss you all and love you all
Will drop in again to kiss and call...

(Posted on RAoR on 24/7/2010, 5.52 pm NZT time)

Friday, April 16, 2010

RobRambling # 17042010 on Rob-less winter

So ends the summer
After his blue eyes are lost
From the silver screen;

I will remember
And not mind the rain or frost
Because he has been;

Never say “never”
As Tomorrow brings its cost
Season fat or lean;

Waiting wherever
Finding always what was lost
Autumn coming clean;

Wish he would linger
Take me off the piteous cross
Change to happy scene;

Ah, my dream lover
He stays constant on the course
Calming cool serene;

Even when winter
Comes to buffet, tear and toss
Manifesting mean;

He is warm weather
Laying me down upon soft moss
His slave and his queen!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

No can say goodbye to Rob

How can I say goodbye to you today
when there are so many other words to say
so many more ways to share with you
how it is I still stay true;
while you roam and wander far and wide
or find some secret place to hide
where no one can tell how you fare
or whom you are with while there;
rumours whispered on vines and wire
none verified and none the wiser
how can I say goodbye to you at all
when I am still at your beck and call;
though you never do call or even know
the extent to which I love you so
incomprehensible is this yearning
irreversible is this learning
that my days and nights are filled to bursting
you the cause of the hunger and the thirsting;
one casual glance of your face on paper
on screen in cinema or on home computer
renders all else dispensable
my appetite for you is incurable
never can I say goodbye to this thrall
many never know this thrill at all!
loving someone improbable and long distance
no incurring of logic will make a difference
all you need do is breathe in and out
nothing can hold more clout
than you existing and living your days
in all your funny familiar ways…
casual humour and lines off the cuff
silly banter aplenty and not nearly enough
quirky guffaw and infectious giggle
lopsided smile and shoulder wriggle
laughing eyes that almost disappear
when amused and touched by cheer
raking fingers through your hair
spelling your magic in the air
making all who watch you beguiled
happy to be led like an innocent child
till they find when they are sober again
enslaved willingly in your train…
no saying goodbye now nor anytime soon
sooner thread my needle to the moon
so here I am and here I will stay
besotted and bespoken in every way
only one more thing to say to you
Hello there, Rob! I still love you!
(Reiterating the madness of this Robsession!)

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Rob coloring in...

Yesterday was so much easier
Yester-life was so much breezier
Just doing the ordinary stuff
Ticking boxes was good enough
Sleepwalking through the days
Mild confusion amid head haze

Then today He came into the place
Dominating all available space
Everything suddenly turned to mush
All painted by that one same brush
Magical colors and unearthly hues
Iris descending as rainbow muse
Coating all creatures with His mark
To sparkle by day and glow by dark

When all before was familiar beige
He has come to turn that page
Dazzling as sheets of frozen ice
Vivid as sweeps of fiery spice
Invasive as air and water and blood
Dramatic as Noah’s last great flood
None who bore witness would forget
The one who betters Him is not yet

While He breathes and while He is
There is no gain in denying this
If you be a woman with pliant heart
You would quickly fit the part
Give up your daily same routine
Let the new hatched rites begin
Forget what you thought you were
Give in to your sovereign sir

His are reasons to be motivated
Spirits raised and elevated
Women truly now watered and fed
Following whichever ways He led
Re-ignited from slow dying embers
Re-united in growing roaring numbers
Awakened from their flat-lined desires
Lustily soaring to His gleaming spires

Forever young and verdant we
Fertile and blooming luxuriantly
His youth will make us lush again
Covetous desire our new refrain
He is dyeing female sex once more
Virgin, mistress, warrior-maid or hoor
No more us meekly just getting by
Ours to ravish, to do or die!

Clasp Him to our collective bosom
Pace His heart with our fevered rhythm
Let nothing come between Him and us
We claim him last, for middle and first
Sumptuous be the provisions we offer
No other ones or places to prefer
Let Him stay and He will bide
An Omni Groom for our Omni Bride

All hail to Hera! All hail to Zeus!
We humbly accept their deserved dues!
Native Son from the Olympian heights
Gift-wrapped and trimmed in Gaia’s lights
Him do we willingly serve and venerate
Our beings to Him we duly consecrate
And He will sanctify all and make us holy
Coloring us in for His love and glory!

Dear Elvis...

My Elvis, who art in heaven
Forgive my devotion to Robert Pattinson
My ardor for you has been replicated
Into him has it now all been inserted
All my keen affection I reserved for you
Is now poured fully into him too…

Since you abandoned this worldly plane
Leaving me bereft and alone again
No one managed to fill your vacuum
Until he came and claimed more room
In the place I go for peaceful sanctuary
Created from imagined and sacred memory
Of a time when my life felt so shattered
I cared for no one and no one mattered...

How you rose up from the dark horizon
Brand new dawn of fresh hope and reason
Like a new way with clearer direction
Like a new savior with a sounder salvation
And your smile lit up your handsome face
Hail to your mother, so full of grace!
For such a son, such a redeeming messiah
Sheltering my life, rekindling my fire
Saving me from a shredded future
Releasing me from a cage of fear
Showing how beautiful a man can be
Tender and generous, giving to me
Pulchritude to fill my eyes
Music and song your special prize
To feed both of my listening ears
To drive off old hurts and tears

I remember loving you, dear Elvis,
With a depth and stillness just like this
I remember immersing in your tide
You all around me, you all inside
Looking at you looking at me
Forgetting real life or tragedy
Reveling in your singing for me
Your voice reverberates in my history

And now, Elvis, my most beloved Aaron,
Here is this Robert Thomas Pattinson
He causes me experience of déjà vu
I see him now so channeling you!

Different and same mesmerizing blue
Eyes that laugh and sparkle too
A face to again taunt poor Apollo
A voice fit to cut through to tomorrow
He is also gorgeous, dazzling to behold
As young in years as his spirit is old
He offers a similar careless stance and air
The less he seems to, the more I care...

Oh, I do believe in miracles
Prophecies, foresight and oracles
When such a one as like you as he
Can be born again and come to be!
I believe that history does repeat
Resigned hearts can learn once more to beat
Your unforgettable poise and style
Has returned to me again for a while...

And now through the medium of Robert Pattinson
Again I find my missed Presley, Elvis Aaron...

Elvis, my ever once and always King,
Robert, Love's incarnate and fond offspring!
And so much richer and sweeter now life can be
With both you guardian angels encompassing me!